End of Goodbyes

This is it.

It's done.

It's over.

I've graduated from High School. That graduation we dreamed when we were in our first year, right now, I wish it hadn't happened so soon.

It's very hard to describe what I'm feeling right now, It's a total mix of emotions. I want to write about about it,but  when I'm already here in front of the computer, I run out of words to say and all I could think about are the happy moments we all shared as a batch. It's like there's a rewind going on my head and I just can't stop it so easily. What can I say, I may be a girl like this, quiet, shy, and not the type to be remembered forever...but I'm gonna miss my high school years.

It was once in a lifetime.

And thus, it will never happen again.

I'm glad I cherished the moments.

I'm glad that I was able to laugh with them.

I'm glad that I was able to make happy memories there.

So in the end, I didn't regret anything.

Everything that happened, the stress, the tears, the failed quizzes...it was all part of it.

Never regret anything.

It already happened anyway, better to live with it.

And with high school ending, it's not really the beginning of endless goodbyes.

It should actually be the end of goodbyes.

We should really start saying, see you soon and good luck.

It's officially over

cupcake crave

I found this on weheartit.com (url:  http://weheartit.com/entry/24682625 )
I have been craving for cupcakes recently, and is currently stressed because of schoolwork.
though it would be something to calm myself down.

Life in HEELS part 1

I haven't posted in a while because of the fact that there's just so much to do! Really. Seriously. So many things to do. -_-

I'm also getting pissed out by people who aren't fair. I mean, hindi sila pumasok ng umaga tapos pipirma sila sa umaga? AKO BA AY NILOLOKO NILA???
(ganito kasi yan, dahil sa napakaraming nag-hahalf day sa batch namin, sabi ng teacher namin na pirpirma na para sa attendance, at and secretary of the class ang in-charge dito. At mayroon na ngang nangyari na pumasok ng hapon, pero pumirma sa morning. Nakakaasar lang kasi ang pinaka-ayaw ko pa naman ay yung magulong attendance. Ayoko ng puro bura, kahit pa correction ang gamit ko. KAYA SOBRANG NAASAR AKO.)

ok, so tama na yan. Let's move on.

Ang "Life in Heels" adventure ko ay nagsimula nung... pinagsuot na kami ng heels (duh?) nandyan yung after QT, kung saan-saan ka napapadpad para lang sa mga requirements mo, tapos nandyan yung kailangan mong tumakbo ng naka-takong, nandyan din yung kailangan mong tumalon ng naka-takong dahil pinapag-exercise kayo sa umaga (sa first class of the day), at syempre, nandyan ang maghahabol ka ng mga teachers na ayaw pirmahan ang clearance mo dahil sa ayaw pa nila (IKR????). Pero, it may sound so vague and I sound so bitter, pero, beneath all of what i said, ang daming masasayang moments na nangyari (or, mga moments na napatawa ako ng sobra :) )

Una na dyan, ang failed SKYFLAKES attempt. Kasi, this is what happened:
       We were supposed to re-live (???tama ba ang word ko???) yung FITA moment (the one where Ian and Al stars (sa aking previous blog) ), pero ngayon naman kay Gico. It failed because of Japar's gluttony (-_-). Pano ba naman kasi, binigyan ko si Ian ng skyflakes para nga dun (dahil badtrip siya kay Gico <----- it's a long story that goes back to the days when we were kids), tapos, inabot niya muna kay Japar, then tamang-tama, dumating si Gico, tapos ang ginawa ba naman ni Japar, kinain (at hindi man lang inubos) ang skyflakes! So, Ian had to "fight" his way to get some small pieces of skyflakes, then nung tinatapon na niya kay Gico, ang sabi ba naman ni Gico, "ARF! ARF!". And that was everytime Ian threw a small piece of skyflakes at him! So, I ended up reprimanding Gico (na vinideo ni Cat) dahil nga nag-fail ang skyflakes (-_-)

Then, yung nangyari kanina sa graduation practice. Sobrang daming bloopers =)) wahahahaaha! then, nung nasa chapel kami at nag-prapractice ng kanta, si Jara (correctly spelled as Diara, but I prefer using Jara kasi) lahat ng sinasabi niya kay Sam kinakanta niya! Tapos, si Sam naman, nakikanta rin! HAHAHAHAHA. Ang hyper lang namin kanina =)) at sa chapel pa talaga.....ok....

And another happy moment is....tuwing kumakanta ang batch namin sa practice. WALA LANG ANG GANDA LANG TALAGA NAMIN PAKINGGAN. ANG GANDA NG BOSES NAMIN =)))


Ok, so mayroon pang not so happy moment...pero, at least... it was within this 'adventure' na nalaman ko na I really do have friends and they need me, and we all need each other, kaya there's no need for me to be so bitter <------ LESSON #1

ok...yun lang...

14. BE HAPPY FOR ONE WHOLE DAY

That's no. 14 of my bucket list.

No, I'm not dying.

I'm graduating.

I think I said this before.

Ok, so. I think I already have accomplished this, but the problem is, I WAS HAPPY FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK. I mean, generally speaking, the average is, I really was happy this week. I don't know why. I was laughing almost everyday, I slept early for two consecutive nights (which was also part of my bucket list), and even though a lot of drama came up this week, it seems like I was the one who put a smile on those frowning faces of theirs.

(Ok, aiming high much naman :">)

pero seriously talaga, yun talaga kasi yung napansin ko.

Yung, si Cat malungkot, tapos biglang , eto ako, papasok sa eksena, tapos bigla na lang kami tatawa. Tapos, si Tatoy rin (babae yan, tawag lang namin sa kanya tatoy), parang down na down sya, tapos, kinausap niya ako, then sabi niya na...parang "wow" daw kasi, sobrang naiiba yung mga sinabi ko sa mga sinabi ng iba. Alam niyo yun? yung, dahil sa wala kang lovelife, you don't see it in the eyes of someone who is in love, rather, you see the other of it. Sabi ko nga sa kanila, BLESSINGS LAHAT YAN. Kasi, it made them learn, in a little bit painful way nga lang, pero, they felt how it was like. At, hindi siya blessing in disguise, BLESSING SIYA NA MASYADO LANG TAYONG NABUBULAG PARA MAKITA ANG KATOTOHANAN SA LIKOD NITO.

So, totoo talaga. Helping others be happy, makes me happy :))

kahit wala akong lovelife

: )

So yeah. three down sa bucket list ko :))

IAN COMANDANTE'S EPIC (AND HILARIOUS) MOMENTS

EPIC MOMENT # 1

so, nasa AVR kami nun, it was Filipino class...

Ian: (to Bon first) "Bon, ilang anak gusto mo?"

Bon: "Ask your wife."

Ian then turns to Jaydhelle,

Ian: "Jaydhelle, ilang anak gusto mo?"

IT SOUNDS SO WRONG

AND FUNNY =))))

(I didn't even understand what Jeanne said afterwards. Basta, nagtawanan na kami. At di pa rin ako maka-get over)

****I don't want to edit this >=))*****

EPIC MOMENT # 2

so, ok, may 'eksenang' nangyari sa catwalk that made Cat depressed. We (Me, Cat, Jeanne, JP and Ian) were at the classroom talking about what just happened (it was recess), when Al came  to the room and 'joined' our small group. 

Si, Jeanne, pinagalitan si Al. As in tinarayan niya.

Si Cat...well...malungkot.

Ako, my facial expression was like, "WHAT THE HECK IS THAT GUY DOING HERE?!"

Si JP...well..hindi ko nakita talaga yung expression niya, pero he was serious at that time.

Tapos si Ian, sabi niya, 

"SCREW YOU!" (SABAY TAPON NG FITA KAY AL) "YOU SUCK" (TAPON NA NAMAN), "GET OUT OF THIS ROOM" (TAPON ULIT)

he repeated that, I think, 3 times...

tapos nung filipino lang namin narealize na...

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it was funny.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I still can't get over it  =))))

now, I'm wondering what will be the next, "IAN COMNADANTE'S EPIC (AND HILARIOUS) MOMENT"

HAHAHA

=)))

*At kung hindi niyo pa kilala ang mga tao na pinagsasasabi ko, well, mga kaklase ko sila...*

The reason why I'm posting is because I've included this in my Bucket List.

NO...I'm not dying. I'm graduating from high school. And, this is like, a part of our requirements. SO, Imma get this done early by posting now.

I've been busy for the past...uhm...when was my last post?...well, whatever date that was that was the last time i was not busy...or just not feeling lazy to post a blog. If you even consider this as a very useful and proper blog.

So, then let's make it one.

I'm finally going to graduate from high school! Only a few weeks left, then it's off to Manila!!!---hopefully. Because...If I pass UP..then I'm off to UP...if I don't pass UP (which I really hope won't happen, but, well, everything is the Lord's plan so, I'm not gonna argue with that), I'm going to La Salle--which I already passed :))
And, since we came back to school this January, all we've been talking about is universities and college stuff and all of that, that its making me crazy to just think that I'll be leaving my second home since the first grade in only a few weeks.
Overwhelming.
yeah. Probably that's the right term.

ok, so, well. I still have undone homework to do.

yeah..
bbye

="))